Random musings....

Okay, so maybe not quite as random as last night. That was pretty freakin random.

Today was pretty low key.... nothing much happening.

*DING* Kat just had a realization. This is not a journal. This is a blog. A blog is a commentary on a specific subject, not day to day events (unless you're really important) So, I shall try to make things a little bit more focused from here on out, but i cant make very many promises.

I should be working on my story. (I am kind of pissed right now though because it sounds like I am killing my keyboard because I have to type so freakin hard to get the keys to register on this flippin thing, garg! It's messing up my flow.) I realized that I have a love hate relationship with the book I am writing. I would love to finish it, perfect it, submit it. But I hate the HARD WORK that it takes to write it.

I'm sure writing a book isn't as hard for me (since I am deeply in love with written words) as it would be for some, but it is still REALLY HARD. Yea you can write a book anywhere (bus, home, bathroom, work) with any kind of media (pencil, laptop, blood, snot, marker) but it takes a whoole lot of mental concentration that leaves me utterly drained. Inspired? Yes. Creative? Yes. Drained? O hell yea. But with hard work comes great rewards (if you're working hard the right way and boo to all the slackers that get rich while doing nothing!) So onward ho! Towards a novel.

Cheers

Have you Ever Heard the Wolf Cry to the Blue Corn Moon?

Oh yea. Pocahontas. Dig it.

Life is odd. Odd like starting a blog with a line from a movie ten years old.

I started talking to a person, I haven't talked to in ages. And its not as bad as I thought it would be. But then again, I have changed a looooot so maybe it was my immaturity that was causing the problem. Who knows?

I just realized. I don't feel like blogging tonight.

I just also realized, I need to start doing stuff I don't feel like doing.

So on with blogging!

Um...HI JOHN!....I know you're gonna read that eventually and shake your head/come up with a smart alec comment. So harhar in advance.

Blackberries are cool. Techy piece of shibby technology.

Okay, I really don't feel like blogging. NO stop, you shall keep writing, even if it's nonsense.

No Drama is great. R. Kelly suxorz. *next song on Ipod* Why the freak am I listening to R&B anyway? *next genre*

GOD I LOVE BEING WEIRD.

Okay, now that I put that out there. My work here is done.

Cheers!

It's been awhile...yet again.

Well things have changed drastically once again in my life, rendering me technoloically speechless for quite awhile, hence my hiatus. Forgive me! Not that anyone's reading this lol.

I have ditched story planning, character development, mapping, setting up and breaking down. No structure, no anything. I just started writing. And suprisingly it works. Ahhh the wonders of the universe. Odd how things work out in the way you don't really expect them to.

It's been a summer, so far, or rejuvination, revelation and restoration, woo points for alliteration. I have decided to turn my life over to God, including my writing life (uuggghhh that was hard) and my relationship (equally as hard) but things are working really well for me.

Well I suppose you really can't care about a character until you truly know them, and I also have realized that I have failed to introduce myself so let me do that now.

I am Kat. I love words, I love love, I love life. If I had to describe me in one word, I think I would chose....Hodgepodge because there is not one single word that describe me very well. But Hodgepodge is quirky and unusual enough to manage well enough until the Oxford English Dictionary evolves enough to create a word that encompasses the personality of me. I adore my family and what few true friends I have (a very hard and ongoing life lesson learned) and I'm fiercly loyal to those who are loyal to me. But that doesn't really matter all that much. What truly matters is, I am living in a world all my own. If you're lucky, you can experience my world of vivid oranges, belly-laughs, silliness and an overall awe with life. It's a great place, I promise.

Okay, so now that the preliminaries (which I didn't handle in a very chronological sort of way) have been taken care of, I shall move on!

I have several people to thank, for the production of this blog.
God: For giving me the talent to express my self in written format.
Stephen: For FINALLY writing a blog and inspiring me to restart my own defunct blog.
Myself: For being a genius.
Haters: For teaching me sooo much about myself and empowering me through their base and ignorant actions.
Kyle: For NOT calling me so that I have time to actually type this instead of yakking away on the phone for hours (Love ya babe)

Well thats all folks! Til next time (possibly months from now)
Cheers!